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whitelila
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Posted - 10 Apr 2012 :  01:54:48 AM  Show Profile  Visit whitelila's Homepage  Reply with Quote
quote:
My son discovered a long closed off entrance.



Tell him to watch out for the angry Greek, he thinks people steal stuff, and he charges too much for eggs.


Red tomato sauce with lots of flavor, beautiful boxes with soapm candy and bath milks and beads, bubbles and beautiful things at my door from you, May! Second big box full of treasures in a week!!!!

I'm loved and i loved it all. Love, love love.

i was speechless.
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MH
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Posted - 10 Apr 2012 :  01:58:36 AM  Show Profile  Visit MH's Homepage  Reply with Quote
quote:
Tell him to watch out for the angry Greek, he thinks people steal stuff, and he charges too much for eggs.



he had planned tolls,cept the other kids ran amuck on his glory....lol..perhaps the greek will be a pickpocket
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pinecone
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Posted - 10 Apr 2012 :  04:09:56 AM  Show Profile  Visit pinecone's Homepage  Reply with Quote
Thinking about this clip, and wondering how many others have seen it before. Sometimes I'll just watch it to spook myself out:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qy-Y3HJNU_s
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lovemyth
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Posted - 10 Apr 2012 :  06:06:09 AM  Show Profile  Visit lovemyth's Homepage  Reply with Quote
i'm so bored



i felt sick all morning. well 8pm-4am anyway.

too much coffee? dehydration maybe. or possibly it was an extreme emotional caving in. i had that shaky weakness and an awful pain do not know how to place, right where my ribcage meets in the middle.

it wasn't sadness quite. something much more vicious. it came on like an attack. like someone kicking a puppy. i can;t really grasp the feeling again. it's vauge by now. but i remebered it from before.

back in the bad time i remeber it from sitting at my desk trying to eat a chiken, well some of the chicken anyway and feeling just sapped and trembling. it all seemed to come from that feeling.

i would have to lie down, beucase i actually felt faint. that seems silly. but that's how it was and i had forgotten.

i don;t know where it came from now though.

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hi lee! hope your pink tent works out. thanks for the well wishing. i might float for a bit and see what i can find later. seems like a good idea.



-beeotchy for fun and profit-

current lololo8 status:
do you like my eyebrows? they are very grieco.

Edited by - lovemyth on 10 Apr 2012 10:38:15 AM
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Cytokine
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Posted - 10 Apr 2012 :  8:51:02 PM  Show Profile  Visit Cytokine's Homepage  Reply with Quote

Just had a 100 minute long evening walk up and down a mountain. I feel... alive.



1w9 sp/sx Obsessive Compulsive

"Corpus omne perseverare in statu suo quiescendi vel movendi uniformiter in directum, nisi quatenus a viribus impressis cogitur statum illum mutare."
Isaacus Newtonus
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Kate
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Posted - 10 Apr 2012 :  10:33:06 PM  Show Profile  Visit Kate's Homepage  Reply with Quote
^
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pinecone
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Posted - 11 Apr 2012 :  12:24:55 AM  Show Profile  Visit pinecone's Homepage  Reply with Quote
Feeling terrible. Not sure whether I should go to sleep or try to hold out for a few more hours. I wish I had a gym membership. Writing all day is making me sick. :(
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AstralScream
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Posted - 11 Apr 2012 :  6:05:31 PM  Show Profile  Visit AstralScream's Homepage  Reply with Quote
I really have nothing positive to offer this box. Dear Box, I know you can sense that and I've absorbed your growing annoyance. Any similar box is subject to such abuse. Dialogue boxes and mail boxes and submission boxes all be damned by this progressive disease.

Is it stress, or early onset dementia?

I wish I would never post anything here again . . .
probably impossible to stay away for good, but there you have it.
We all love our boxes, right?

Edited by - AstralScream on 11 Apr 2012 6:15:34 PM
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AstralScream
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Posted - 11 Apr 2012 :  6:12:18 PM  Show Profile  Visit AstralScream's Homepage  Reply with Quote
Especially submission boxes! [blocked] 'em.

No, I've changed my mind...that [blocked] box is the worst of all the bunch

Edited by - AstralScream on 11 Apr 2012 6:16:40 PM
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AstralScream
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Posted - 11 Apr 2012 :  6:26:15 PM  Show Profile  Visit AstralScream's Homepage  Reply with Quote
Oh come on: Bend a little!
Just not a curve ball like you did last time

Edited by - AstralScream on 11 Apr 2012 6:27:06 PM
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AstralScream
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Posted - 12 Apr 2012 :  05:29:46 AM  Show Profile  Visit AstralScream's Homepage  Reply with Quote
Ah, how cute! Surprises every turn. with boxes.

now I've opened a Pandora's Box of utter [blocked]

A friend was startled and deeply disturbed by my apparently random hatred of boxes today, expressed through a rather sharp comment. She was just talking about a movie, Cube, and I shuddered. Had to explain it was geometric revulsion

She protests, "I love boxes."

I say, "Why? How could you? I hate boxes."

She just pouts and another "I love boxes."

"Well, lucky you? They're everywhere! Absolutely everywhere!"

We stare at the television screen - box.

What a [blocked]ing unnatural way to spend the night. Computer - box.
Apartment - box. Sidewalk block - box. Keyboard keys - box (a square, the WORST kind). Cabinets - box. Picture frame - box. Cigarette pack - box. Everything is a box.

little boxes - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2_2lGkEU4Xs

EVERYTHING IS A BLOODY BOX, unless you go outside.

I buy pearls.

Even my fury is a box of supposed raging fixation...or is it? these boxes are just sick to me. unavoidable.

Edited by - AstralScream on 12 Apr 2012 05:34:39 AM
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whitelila
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Posted - 12 Apr 2012 :  08:00:41 AM  Show Profile  Visit whitelila's Homepage  Reply with Quote
The Halloween decorations came to life. Beautiful at first, and then terrifying. A female skeleton, her name Julia, making out with her, a very fleshy kiss for a skeleton. But then they all turned, wanting to kill, frightening creatures, it was a nightmare, nightmare creatures. Climbing a tree to get away from the beast and walking dead. Ants in the bed. My mind did a dream rhyme. On the bed now, ants crawling up the sides. The windows open, must lock them against the living dead. Book store, old antique, gold and black spined books. Spines and spines.. mind association in dream. From skeleton to books. Childrens books, my world, oh, but they were not for children these books. Evil books that appear harmless. They will tempt you into horrible acts. Yes, that is an idea for a book. My mind creating.

Remember the lost dog, they kept it hidden, it was never lost...

Edited by - whitelila on 12 Apr 2012 08:10:14 AM
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chemical_art
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Posted - 12 Apr 2012 :  08:24:16 AM  Show Profile  Visit chemical_art's Homepage  Reply with Quote
meow
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whitelila
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Posted - 12 Apr 2012 :  08:27:00 AM  Show Profile  Visit whitelila's Homepage  Reply with Quote
good morning cute kitty. My phone is still dead. i need to charge it.

I'm writing dreams, love.

It is the first step. we will begin again soon, creating together. I promise.
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chemical_art
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Posted - 12 Apr 2012 :  08:29:17 AM  Show Profile  Visit chemical_art's Homepage  Reply with Quote
*purr*

*rub*

*laying on lap*
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whitelila
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Posted - 12 Apr 2012 :  08:30:47 AM  Show Profile  Visit whitelila's Homepage  Reply with Quote
quote:
Originally posted by chemical_art

*purr*

*rub*

*laying on lap*



Awe... scratch, pet, adore.
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dfgray44
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Posted - 12 Apr 2012 :  09:39:20 AM  Show Profile  Visit dfgray44's Homepage  Reply with Quote
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Originally posted by AstralScream



Even my fury is a box


Just, whatever you do, don't google 'furry box' with the Safe Search buttoned turned off.



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sunny
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Posted - 12 Apr 2012 :  12:37:40 PM  Show Profile  Visit sunny's Homepage  Reply with Quote
I'm restraining myself from experiencing that google search, but I can hardly contain my imagination. lol.

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whitelila
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Posted - 12 Apr 2012 :  2:47:06 PM  Show Profile  Visit whitelila's Homepage  Reply with Quote
house on fire, in hotel for a few days. so much black snot. Asleep under vent, black smoke pouring down on my face, slowing sufficating to death in my sleep. on heavy pain pills, fire alarm, heater blew up, fire, so much black smoke, still dizzy, headache, $30,000 for just the clean up, the insurance estimate, my nose is swollen and bleeding. can't stop the bloody nose. smoke dried it out, black snot, blood, gross.

My skin itches. I feel dirty. smoke soot, all obver my skin, a film of it.

My dreams.. under smoke, dream... my children.. I found some stuff that belong to them when they were only 2 and 3.. crying because my babies are gone.. they are growing up.. woke up, could not see, black smoke, I was crying.. my babies are gone.. I was dying in my sleep, my children on my mind.. pulled out of bed by firemen.. fire alarm did not wake me..

crazy

God, my skin itches!

Edited by - whitelila on 12 Apr 2012 2:57:54 PM
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chemical_art
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Posted - 12 Apr 2012 :  2:51:37 PM  Show Profile  Visit chemical_art's Homepage  Reply with Quote
*hug*
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chemical_art
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Posted - 12 Apr 2012 :  2:55:26 PM  Show Profile  Visit chemical_art's Homepage  Reply with Quote
Thank God you are safe.

I've never prayed before, but I'll pray tonight in thanks to you being safe.
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whitelila
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Posted - 12 Apr 2012 :  2:56:24 PM  Show Profile  Visit whitelila's Homepage  Reply with Quote
quote:
Originally posted by chemical_art

Thank God you are safe.

I've never prayed before, but I'll pray tonight in thanks to you being safe.



*hug*

i'll let you know where i'm at tonight. i'll call later.
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Desdemona
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Posted - 12 Apr 2012 :  3:02:46 PM  Show Profile  Visit Desdemona's Homepage  Reply with Quote
quote:
Originally posted by whitelila

house on fire, in hotel for a few days. so much black snot. Asleep under vent, black smoke pouring down on my face, slowing sufficating to death in my sleep. on heavy pain pills, fire alarm, heater blew up, fire, so much black smoke, still dizzy, headache, $30,000 for just the clean up, the insurance estimate, my nose is swollen and bleeding. can't stop the bloody nose. smoke dried it out, black snot, blood, gross.

My skin itches. I feel dirty. smoke soot, all obver my skin, a film of it.

My dreams.. under smoke, dream... my children.. I found some stuff that belong to them when they were only 2 and 3.. crying because my babies are gone.. they are growing up.. woke up, could not see, black smoke, I was crying.. my babies are gone.. I was dying in my sleep, my children on my mind.. pulled out of bed by firemen.. fire alarm did not wake me..

crazy

God, my skin itches!



Sorry to hear that, Lila. I'm glad everyone is okay.


"People living deeply have no fear of death."
7w6cp Sx/sp
ENFP
Dramatic/Mercurial/Idiosyncratic Style
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Desdemona
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Posted - 12 Apr 2012 :  3:04:53 PM  Show Profile  Visit Desdemona's Homepage  Reply with Quote
quote:
Originally posted by .ron4

I have a little bottle of mint essence and when I
take a whiff with my eyes closed, I'm standing
at the spring where I was first introduced to it.
I was 4 or 5.

ummmm.

snap out of it, ok I'm back.



That sounds really nice, ron.


"People living deeply have no fear of death."
7w6cp Sx/sp
ENFP
Dramatic/Mercurial/Idiosyncratic Style
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Stormy
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Posted - 12 Apr 2012 :  3:18:29 PM  Show Profile  Visit Stormy's Homepage  Reply with Quote
I'm glad you're still here, lila.

- [Stormy]
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